I haven't heard anything about Eddie for years now. I still wonder about him a lot; how he's doing and if he's recovered from his little ordeal. I wonder if he's still living in Slough, if he's still with Janice, and if, once I'm out of jail, I will ever see him again. Don disappeared from my life many moons ago, and Sam was put into care.
But sometimes when I lie awake at night I touch myself with a razor blade. I try to find that pleasure Eddie once found so very deep inside of me.
Eddie, I will always love you.
But sometimes when I lie awake at night I touch myself with a razor blade. I try to find that pleasure Eddie once found so very deep inside of me.
Eddie, I will always love you.
